‘Angels of the love affair, do you know that other,
the dark one, that other me?’
-Anne Sexton
Oh angel of darkness,
tell me how you ruin’d;
blew this love to the wind.
You blame my recklessness.
I think you’re in waiting
to the slips; to the fall
’cause you knew I was small –
I’m made to be hurting.
What calling do you seek
to rouse the madness I
hid away from his eye?
Let it sleep when I’m weak.
You should carry the light
in the midst of shadows;
my angel for sorrows,
let my heart rest tonight.
27 February 2009